Monday, March 1, 2010

Really Devon?

So I'm pretty disappointed in myself (again)!!!

Recently, (OK, maybe not recently, but in the last 5-7 years) I realized I am THE most "all talk and no action" person I know. The more I am forced to see that about myself the less I like myself (to be honest).

The older I get and, unfortunately, the older Hailey gets I'm being forced to see myself as a real person and not as a "20 year old girl who got pregnant to young, but is doing the best she can." To be honest, I'm sick of that girl and I haven't been her in a long time, but I think I've attached myself to her and I'm ready to let her go.

So I am done talking....time to start blogging!!!

In the last year or so I have really seen the power of writing down your goals to make them more attainable. You somehow make yourself accountable when you take the time to write things down and you continue to reflect on that goal; they really seem to become more real then a dream you have. Weird huh?

So as of NOW I am making a commitment to myself and to Hailey to break these habits (you see I am convinced they are just bad habits and not some kind of DNA trait...even though it's nice to use that as an excuse every once in awhile) and become more productive in everything I do.

Starting with this blog - I will strive to blog at least once a week.....about my day...about my goals.....about our life.

After all that's what this is all about; right.

Talk to you soon!!!

1 comment:

  1. I agree!! Getting it all out, whatever it may be really seems to make a difference. Helps you to realize what it is you want, but also seems to hold you accountable to those things too!
    Maybe you should write a letter to that 20year old - thank her AND forgive her!
    I feel like I have lived several lives so I have a few of those myself!
    Love you so much

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